May 22, 2011

Again and Again

"We had been friends. 
We could not become strangers. 
It left only one thing: we must be enemies." 

A week ago, we were sitting in an old theater, watching an old movie. We held hands.

Tonight, it's a night like so many in our marriage. Separate and unloving.

I'm hoping the chamber that my heart thickens into impenetrable vines. Maybe then, I can stop caring.


6 kind comments from you:

ines said...

:( big hug

Ashley D. said...

Praying for you right now and always hear to listen.

Martha said...

You don't want to stop caring... Your pain is so real to me. Always here.

Mrs. H said...

"Love doesn't sit there like a stone, it has to be made, like bread; remade all of the time, made new." Ursula K. Le Guin

I wish I were a writer, but that should just about sum it up. A fresh loaf of bread sometimes doesn't last very long before you have to make a new one...but the smell is just as sweet.

Don't stop trying; it's your persistance that makes you stronger.

♥ praying for the very best! And if you need anyone to talk to, I'm available :)

Consider The Lilies said...

I JUST prayed for you girl. Tonight will pass and tomorrow will be a new day <3

beka said...

i'm so sorry.
i'll be praying.... <3

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